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  “Should be here soon. He needed to clean up his room before coming to see his best girl.”

  Somewhat mollified Aunt Lorraine gave a little smile moving forward to give everyone a hug. “Then I guess we will wait for him to open up the gifts I brought you.”

  Moving to my side Kenzie placed her hand in mine. “Okay?” She asked hesitantly. Reaching out I tucked her hair behind her ear and gave her a smile.

  “More than.” Leaning over I lowered my mouth to hers and gave her a kiss, quickly giving into the bliss I found there.

  “Why did you just do that?” I lifted my head to see Simon standing in the doorway with an angry expression on his face. His voice had vibrated with anger making him sound a lot older than ten.

  In other words, he sounded exactly like his father.

  Chapter 13

  Kenzie

  I froze in place realizing that while we had told everyone else about us, we had both forgotten about telling Simon. Looking confused and mad his eyes shot to mine. “Did you tell him it was okay to do that?” Jace started to talk but Simon gave a sharp shake of his head, his blue eyes hardening. “If she didn't say you could do that, then it wasn't okay and you have to tell Aunt Kenzie you’re sorry.”

  Lucas’ face split into a glee filled grin as he watched his son grill Jace, who had started to shift uncomfortably next to me. “Kenzie, tell him you said it was okay,” he said nudging me with his elbow. His eyes looked slightly panicked.

  “Simon,” I said, bringing his attention back to me, “It’s okay that Jace kisses me because we care about each other a lot,” I explained wanting to reassure him. “Jace and I are dating,” I added after a brief pause. “I’m sorry we didn't tell you right away. That was wrong of us to surprise you like this.” I could tell everyone was watching the interaction intently. Wyatt started to speak staying silent when Lucas held up a hand.

  Simon took an audible breath before meeting Jace’s eye. “Aunt Kenzie isn't like my mom.” His words made my stomach drop. Not for the first time, I wondered just what he had seen when he’d lived with that woman. Lucas’s eyes flashed at the mention of his ex-wife as we all listed to Simon’s voice shake. “She’s my family and I love her. I love you too and I know you’re my uncle, but if you hurt Kenzie, I’ll choose her over you and I’ll make you sorry.”

  “Uh,” Wyatt spoke into the silence that followed. “Did anyone else just get chills? I don't even want to hit you anymore Jace. Simon that was badass.”

  Lucas swatted at Wyatt absentmindedly. “Language.”

  I felt my heart swell as the little boy in front of me held Jace’s gaze ignoring Wyatt’s comments. I wanted to hug him close for being so unbelievably sweet, but knew he had a right to say what was on his mind.

  The haunted look had left Lucas’s face replaced with a beaming pride as he looked at his kid. “Well said, son,” he praised with a quirk of his lips.

  When I looked at Jace, he was staring at Simon with that same gleam in his eye, blinking once before offering his hand. Simon hesitated briefly before crossing the room and placing his small hand in Jace’s much larger one. After giving it a firm shake, Simon started to pull away but stopped when Jace lightly tugged him back, waiting until the boy looked at him again. “Simon, I care about Kenzie too. I’m proud of you for protecting her. That’s exactly the way it’s supposed to be.”

  Simon smiled, his chest puffing out at the respect in Jace’s voice.

  “Okay, I can't take it anymore.” I reached out and pulled Simon against me, pressing smacking kisses over his face. “I love you, kid,” I said letting him go after a few seconds.

  “Yeah, me too,” he laughed and rolled his eyes. “You don't have to get all mushy about it.” He softened the words with quick hug before crossing the room. Reece snagged him next giving him the same loving I did. “Geez,” Simon complained, but I could see the attention pleased him. “You women are so emotional.” Reece laughed and gave him another kiss before releasing him to go greet his grandma.

  “I have to go to work soon,” I said as I glanced at the clock on the wall. Now that Jace and I had talked to Mrs. Cooper I felt like we could finally officially be together. Part of me wanted to call in but I liked my job. I also didn't want to let Emma or Jared down when I knew they were counting on me.

  “I’ll drive you,” Jace offered, frowning when I laughed at him.

  “I can drive myself, Jace.” I pressed onto my toes, pulling his head down so that I could whisper in his ear. “If you come visit me I’ll buy you a beer.”

  The sullen look faded from his face as his fingers tangled in my hair. Jace brought my face to his for a quick kiss ignoring the boos and groans resounding in the room. I adjusted my glasses once we had broken apart and licked my lips seeing the heat flicker in Jace’s eyes.

  “I think we should just do gifts at dinner tomorrow night,” Mrs. Cooper said smiling at us. “Kenzie you go on and get to work. We wouldn't want you to be late. I could use a shower to wash the travel germs off of me anyway.” Mrs. Cooper came to my side and gave me a tight hug before doing the same to Jace. “Boys you can lug my stuff upstairs.”

  Rolling their eyes the twins did as they were told but Declan and Garret remained in place watching Jace and I closely. Reece had placed her hand in Declan’s, leaning her head against his shoulder with a loud yawn. His stern expression shifted as he turned to look down at her, concern filling his dark blue eyes. “Come on babe, let’s go take a nap.” Shooting me a wink Reece led Declan outside leaving Garret with us in the living room.

  “We haven't had a chance to talk,” he said looking us over. I reached for Jace’s hand and gave my friend a look. He had been supportive when we’d spoken before but judging from the look on his face, I couldn't tell if he had changed his mind. Especially since Jared wasn't around to lighten him up.

  “How’s everything?”

  Jace rubbed soothing circles with his thumb on the back of my hand and gave Garret a smile. “Everything is great.”

  Garret seemed satisfied with his cousin’s reply. “Good. Make sure it stays that way.”

  “Okay.” I began pulling Jace towards the door. “We’re going to be leaving now.”

  “How about I meet you for a drink at JJ’s later?” Garret asked Jace.

  “I’d like that. Text me when you want to meet up.”

  When we climbed inside Jace’s truck he gave me a smile, leaning across the seat to press a kiss to my lips. “I’m feeling pretty relieved right now,” he said letting out a breath. I laughed and kissed him again wanting to climb into his lap and take things to the next level. Jace groaned and took a quick nip at my lip. “Sugar, you’re going to get me in trouble if we get started in my aunt’s driveway.”

  “You’re right.” I ran my tongue over my lips and sat back in my seat enjoying the feel of his eyes on me. “My shift doesn't start for another hour. If you drive fast we can fool around a little before I have to go.”

  Without further prompting Jace cranked the engine and threw the truck into reverse backing out of the driveway. We made it to my house in record time. Jace jumped out of the cab and ran around the truck. Grabbing me around the waist he tossed me over his shoulder making me squeal as he jogged us up the porch steps. He patted my pockets searching for my keys to unlock the door with one hand while balancing me with the other.

  “Keys?” He grunted after abandoning the search.

  “It’s open.”

  Jace pushed the door open and kicked it shut behind him. Setting me on my feet he caught my chin in his hand. “Why was your door unlocked?”

  “Because I forgot to lock it.”

  “Kenzie,” he growled pulling his body away from mine. “You can’t do that. It’s not safe. You never know what could happen.”

  “I’m sorry.” I grabbed his hand and linked our pinkies. “I promise I’ll be better and start locking the door.”

  “I want to still be mad at you but you're cute,” Jace said makin
g my heart flutter. He tugged my hand and led us towards the bedroom. Jace gently nudged me onto the bed following me down. He began raining kisses down my neck making me giggle and squirm beneath him. Lifting his head with a grin he gave a gentle tug on my earlobe. “Ticklish, sugar?”

  “A little,” I answered breathless. I loved this playful, relaxed side of him. The Jace I knew was always so collected and tense but lately it was like the dark cloud had disappeared from over his head.

  “Where else are you ticklish I wonder?” His voice roughened as he moved over me. Glancing at the alarm clock next to my bed he gave me a devilish grin. “We have thirty minutes to find out.”

  “When do I get my turn?” I pursed my lips at him and tried not to laugh as his hands paused at my hips. He ran a hand through his hair to push it out of his eyes giving me that smile that always made my heart skip a beat.

  “After your shift.”

  Jace

  Garret had texted me saying he had saved me a seat at the bar so that was where I headed once I walked into JJ’s. My eyes sought out Kenzie, finding her laughing at something a customer was saying as she served them a drink before catching my eye.

  If possible her smile grew even wider at the sight of me making my stomach clench. I could hardly believe after all this time she was finally mine. With a tilt of her head she gestured to where Garret was sitting. Jared was leaning across the bar to chat with him while another bartender worked around him. Kenzie gave me a finger signaling she would be with me in a minute. I nodded heading over to the empty barstool next to my cousin.

  “Hey guys,” I greeted when I was within hearing range.

  “Jace, good to see you,” Jared said offering his hand. “Can I get you something to drink?”

  “Thanks, Jared. Whatever Garret’s having would be great,” I said nodding towards my cousin’s beer. “You guys seem pretty busy.”

  “Good business,” he shrugged with a grin. “I really should be helping out more but Kenzie and Conner have things covered over here.”

  My gaze drifted back towards Kenzie who was chatting with some guys at the other end of the bar. I scowled at the sight and forced myself to relax as Jared slid a beer in front of me. If one of those fuckers looked at her wrong I was going to make them regret it.

  Catching the look Jared reached over the bar and clapped a hand onto my shoulder. “She handles them, Jace. Girl’s only got eyes for you.” I nodded but felt my eyes fall back on Kenzie just the same. Sure enough she was walking towards me, her eyes bright with happiness.

  “Hi there.” Leaning up on the bar she pressed her lips to mine before dropping back to her feet. Shoving her glasses back up her nose she nodded towards the bottle in my hand. “I see you already got your beer.”

  “You taste better,” I assured her, grinning when she laughed.

  “I’m covering for Conner so he can go on his break then it’s my turn.” Giving me a sassy smile she tilted her head. “Save a dance for me?”

  I didn't dance but there was no way I was going to turn down the opportunity to spend time holding Kenzie. Giving her a nod I watched as she winked, shooting a shot of heat straight through me before bouncing off to the other end of the bar.

  “That’s a definite change,” Jared commented, his eyes following Kenzie’s progress.

  “What do you mean?” I asked as he leaned back against the bar.

  He shrugged his broad shoulders and flicked his eyes towards Garret before answering me. “I haven't known Kenzie that long, but when I met her she seemed kind of down even though she was always smiling. Now her smile reaches her eyes. It’s a nice thing to see.” Jared turned when a customer flagged him down and I shifted to see Garret watching me.

  “He’s right you know,” my cousin remarked in a clear voice. “It’s only been a couple days but her whole attitude has changed. It was starting to happen already. Started when she punched her mom.” We both gave a little laugh. Remembering the proud look in Kenzie’s eye when she finally put Mara in her place always put me in a good mood.

  “Then she moved out of the house and started doing stuff for herself, things got even better for her.” Garret began fidgeting with his beer bottle, peeling off the wrapper with his fingers. “But ever since you went to her house the other night, it’s like she lit up from the inside out.”

  “You think so?” I felt my lips curve listening to Garret talk. The thought that I could make Kenzie as happy as she made me was definitely something to smile about.

  “I do,” Garret answered jutting his chin towards me. “I think the same about you. You’re good for each other. I’m happy for you.” He frowned and shifted to stare down at his beer. “I’m glad you’re not letting your dad’s actions dictate your life anymore, Jace.”

  Sucking in a breath I cut my eyes away from watching Kenzie to look back at my cousin. “What?”

  Tutting his tongue at me Garret shook his head. “Just because my parent’s were careful not to talk in front of the twins doesn't mean I didn't overhear them from time to time. I never got to tell you I’m sorry about what happened. I never wanted you to know that I knew.”

  “Nothing to be sorry about.” I took a pull of my beer to ease my suddenly dry throat.

  “I didn't meant to make you feel uncomfortable,” Garret said looking pretty uncomfortable himself. “I’ve been wanting to talk to you about it for awhile and since all of our dirty laundry seems to be airing out lately it seemed like the time.” He gave a glance around the crowded bar before looking back at me. “Maybe not the place though.”

  I smiled a little. “Maybe not.”

  Garret let out a soft laugh. “I just wanted to tell you that I’m proud of you, Jace.” He took a swig of his drink. “I know that may sound weird coming from me but it takes a strong person to pick up and dust themselves off after a tragedy, let alone make something out of themselves the way you have.”

  “Yeah, well.” I looked over to see that Kenzie was still on the other side of the bar. “You guys had a lot to do with that.”

  “I don’t think you give yourself enough credit, Jace.”

  I turned my head and met my cousin’s serious expression, taking one of my hands to place it over his. “I can say with complete sincerity, I would be nothing without our family Garret. I’d be nothing without you.”

  Garret’s eyes grew suspiciously bright but his lips tugged up at the corners. “You’re the sweetest, Jason Craw.”

  “Jason Craw!” I felt sharp nails digging into my arm and turned to see a tall redhead holding onto me like her life depended on it. “You have a lot of nerve showing your face around here again!”

  “Can I help you?” I asked as I pried her fingers off of me. The woman didn't seem deterred as she squeezed between me and Garret looking like she could chew through a brick. My cousin lifted his brows at me when I gave him a hard look. I wished he hadn't said my name so loud. We hadn't really been bothered by anyone since moving back home. I had hoped this was going to be a regular night out.

  “Do you seriously not remember me?”

  My confused expression must have given me away. “Listen, I’m here with my girlfriend. I’d appreciate it if you left me alone.”

  “Jace Craw doesn't do girlfriends,” the woman said in a high pitched voice as if she knew anything about me. Her hair smacked me in the face as she turned her head. “Good to know rockstars live up to the stereotype of fucking anyone who offers.”

  Suddenly, I remembered how she and I had hooked up a few months ago when we had first moved back home after our tour. I'd still been stubbornly suppressing my feelings for Kenzie, trying to distract myself by any means necessary. I stopped seeing other women when I realized that I didn't want to be with anybody else.

  “Excuse me,” Kenzie’s chilled voice had the woman’s head swiveling in her direction. Her grey eyes flashed seeing that the woman’s hand had returned to my bicep as if it had a right to be there. Kenzie gave the redhead a pointed look gritting
her teeth. “I’m the girlfriend. Are you and I going to have a problem?”

  The woman took one look at Kenzie’s expression and dropped her hand from my skin like it was suddenly scalding. She scurried off in the other direction giving me the finger over her shoulder as she did. I saw Garret start to chuckle, sobering when Kenzie gave him a dark look.

  “God, I'm sorry Kenzie,” I said feeling like shit, afraid to see the disappointment on her face. Things between us had been so perfect. I refused to let go of that.

  Kenzie focused her eyes on me and gave me a quick nod, all of the anger draining from her face. "I know you are,” she said in a small voice. When she started to turn away I jumped to my feet and reached for her hand pulling her back towards me.

  “She’s got nothing on you, Kenzie. No one does.”

  A man wearing a JJ’s polo shirt approached Kenzie giving her a light tap on the shoulder. “You can go on your break now, Kenzie. Thanks for covering for me.”

  Before he had finished speaking I was moving around the side of the bar to grab Kenzie. Once I had her hand I tugged her onto the dance floor fitting her body to mine just as a slow song came on. Leaning my head down I skimmed my lips over the shell of her ear and felt her shiver against me. “I’m sorry about that, Kenzie.” When she didn't say anything I gave her a little squeeze. “You know I only want you.” I tilted her chin up to look into her eyes waiting for her to say something.

  “She’s your usual type.” Her clipped tone betrayed her hurt feelings and I felt my stomach clench at the look in her eye.

  I shook my head at her reaching up to cup her cheek in my palm. “You’re my type.” Letting out a lengthy sigh Kenzie rested her head against my chest but I wasn't ready to let this go. “Talk to me.”

  I saw her rub the side of her face once before she dropped her hand and tried to smile at me. "I have to ask. Are you not fucking me because I haven't directly offered?"

  I knew she was trying to lighten the mood, but I couldn't go along with it. Taking Kenzie’s hand in mine again I pulled her after me until we were outside of the bar. Rounding the side of the building I nudged her against the wall and leaned down pushing my face into hers.